“Never forget your first love. Don’t let the loudness of the world draw you from the tranquility of His presence.”

Just made low-carb pizza! Amazing right?!?! The crust was egg-based. If you’re interested in the recipe, here’s the link: http://www.food.com/recipe/low-carb-pizza-84516. Knock yourself out! It’s delicious!!!! :)

A Cinderella story

A cinderella story: He found her among the ashes. She was helpless, tired from all the toiling and her garments ripped and  dirty. Her ankles were bleeding slightly from the brashness of silver shackles.  He reached out to offer her a hand; not a trace of disgust on His face. As her  eyes looked up and her hands touched His, she was immediately captivated by His beauty.  His presence made her feel secure, wanted, loved. He lifted her up from among the ashes and dropped light butterfly kisses all over her face. ” You’re the most beautiful,” He told her.   She was shocked. Never before had someone called her beautiful with such sincerity. His kisses were doing something strange to her. She felt the insecurities that came from being lied to all those years by those who have enslaved her, slowly melt away. The longer she looked into His eyes, the stronger she felt; braver even. His eyes were infusing life into her own. She couldn’t explain the feeling. It was none she’d ever felt before. Although,  If she tried to put words to it, she’d have to settle for hope. At that moment she hoped. For what? She didn’t know but the emotion was there. He pulled her into His wide chest and wrapped his arm around her, securing her in place.  ”You’re not getting away this time.” She was confused by His words. Have they met before? Surely, she thought, I would remember such a person - with eyes of love and beauty unspeakable. He chuckled softly at her thoughtful expression and whispered into her ears, “I’ve always known you! And I loved you! Since the beginning, you were destined for me! ”  His words further puzzled her. How could he have known her but still loved her; as filthy and lowly as she was?  She waited for an explanation, but none followed. Rather, he released her from the embrace only to grab her firmly by the hand. He began to lead her away. “Wait!” she cried frantically! She lowered her head. Regret deep in her eyes. “I’m sorry but I cannot be led away. My master requires me to labor here until sundown. If the work does not get done,” fear laced her voice as she took a sharp breath, “I will not be allowed to eat nor sleep.”  She rubbed at her arms in nervousness; curious as to how this stranger would take the news. She gasped. His reaction was not at all what she had expected!  A huge smile graced His face. ” My dear,” he began amused once more by her expression, ” haven’t you heard? It’s news all around town! I challenged your master to a duel this morning and defeated him.” He paused for dramatic effect hoping to be rewarded by one of her many expressions. He was not at all disappointed. Her face lit up with a mixture of emotions. Hope and gratefulness being the two prevalent ones; mixed in with confusion and perplexion. “Here you are, my love,” He continued. He took from his shirt pocket the key to the shackles that bound her feet. Tears immediately began falling from her eyes. She was awestruck among other things. Who was this man? Why go through all this when she didn’t even know Him?  ”Thank you,” she whispered barely audible. She was still chocked up with emotions. Her trembling hands began to reach for the keys but were caught once more by His. “Allow me.” He knelt  before her and took her ankles into His hands. A saddness came over Him as he looked at the tender and scarred flesh. He gently fitted the key and the shackles fell off. His hands traced where they were before and the bloodied imprint disappeared beneath His fingertips. He hopped up in merriment, while she stood motionless and amazed. “Now then, If you have no further protests, let us go from here,” He smiled lovingly down at her. She was lost for words. Her life had completely been turned upside down from the moment she encountered Him. She went from a worthless slave, to a free beloved-all in one day! It all just overwhelmed her and left her speechless. All she could do was nod her head weakly.  That was all the assurance He needed. He took her into His arms and carried her away bridal style. He brought her before His Father and introduced her. The Father’s face broke out into a huge grin. “Well done Son, You found her! I knew my plan would work! Thanks for bringing my daughter home! I’ve missed her!” He said patting His Son approvingly on the back.  His eyes then shifted to rest on hers. So apparently the Father knew her too, she spared a brief thought. It was brief because at that point she realized all of this- Him knowing her; Him loving her;  Him saving her; His Father knowing her; His Father missing her-  was just not meant to be understood, just accepted. The Father’s gaze just had her undone. There was so much love and joy  in his eyes.  ”Now that you’re home dear, you are to marry my Son!” “What?!?!” He laughed at her exclamation. “Yes. I’m sure he’s already told you, but you were destined for Him.” She stared up at those two, mouth slightly opened. Part of her mind thought they were both crazy but the other part was just sooo thankful they found her worthy. She didn’t understand but if they thought she was good enough, well who was she to argue. The Son extended his hand, indicating for hers. She placed her hands in His and he slipped on her finger a beautiful engagement ring. “You are my beloved and I am forever yours,” He said tenderly. “Please, don’t ever give your heart away to another,” the desperation in the plead so evident in His voice. She saw his vulnerability at that moment. His eyes slightly pained at the thought of ever losing her. She was once again awestruck! How could she already mean so much to Him? His love and tenderness reached within her. She tippy -toed and kissed him on the cheek. “You have my heart!” The wedding date was set! Immediately after the engagement she was taken away to be cleaned up and stripped of all remnants of her past. She was crowned with righteous and clothed in grace. The oil of gladness became her fragrance. Her feet adorned with faith. She was a sight to behold. His presence was beautifying her.  The more time she spent with Him the more she learned about Him. He was no longer a stranger but somebody she looked up to and aspired to be like. She was beginning to realize He was perfect in all of His ways. The wedding day was set! Oh what joy it brought to the Father’s heart for He loved her just as much. All of heaven is currently being readied for the feast.  The Son doesn’t want her to feel as if she’s marrying a complete stranger. So, once the Son feels the bride to be has become fully acquainted with who He is, then the wedding bells will ring. 

God has been dealing with me a lot lately. He’s been restoring and remodeling me! He’s not finished with me yet! I’m changed by his love daily, and I can’t wait to find out, little by little, all that he has in store for me! My God is beyond awesome… and I love this walk with him. He’s so patient and He’s grace has ALWAYS been sufficient! He’s never cast me away but stays near and whispers, “I’ll always be here.” 

Happy Republic Day Hindustan meri Jaan <3!

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11 For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and hope. Jeremiah 29.11

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I’m NOT an Orphan!

Woke up rethinking my entire future. I know where I want to go, but I hate the vagueness of not knowing how exactly I’m going to get there. I envy those who have a career and/or are set in life. The college life is stressful simply because it’s plagued with so many uncertainties. Sigh. I guess this is where faith comes in. Kind of grateful I can take that avenue.  Learning and growing in my walk. If you have trust issues with a person, truth be told, it means you don’t know them well enough… that is my personal assessment. This is where I’m at, but will not remain! Stress, over-thinking, headaches, not my portion!  I choose to rather, affirm myself in who He is, renew my mindset, and by faith, cast my cares on the Lord! I’m not an orphan! I have a heavenly Father who loves me and who will ALWAYS, because of His love, mercy and grace, all of which I’ve done nothing to deserve, have my back. My future is in His hands! 

I believe David says it best: “I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread.” -Psalms 37:25